I'm sick of people making promises and then breaking it. Its not funny when you promise me something, then the next moment you say "oops, I'm sorry, it won't happen the next time, I promise! Sorry!" There you go, another promise. Another one that won't last. You make it seem like its so easy to hold on to all your rubbish, but it isn't. You keep thinking I'll always be there for you, but what if I told you I'm starting to get sick of these broken promises and lies? Would you even care? Or would you say you're sorry, as usual? You don't even try to think of me for a minute, or maybe just a second.
Friday was supposed to be fun, but its not anymore. Okay fine, everything was good until school ended. That certain someone did it again -.- So anyway, I went to eat with Marcus, Kennedy and Clarence and yepp, we talked about stuff ;) Correction. I didn't eat, I watched them eat /: Then they went exploring the school and since I didn't want to, since I'm a coward, I went to the library. I kinda needed some time by myself I suppose. So everything was okay and lalala. Then Junhong came and smiled and then I smiled back and I have no idea why but suddenly I felt so sick inside lol. Like all of a sudden I felt so weird inside//: Blechhh I hate myself. Then that person called to apologize, again. Ughhh. Why do people always make promises they don't intend to keep? It's like, so selfish -.-
So yeah, that person made it seem so fine and all, but it wasn't. Yeah, sure, I said it was okay. But it wasn't. Even though it was expected, but I kinda hoped things wouldn't turn out the way I thought it'd turn out to be.
Eeeeshhh, okay, whatever happened next, shall be something I wouldn't wnna say. Anyway, I went out to call Marcus, and he came down from 2B to comfort me. I kinda vented out my anger and everything to him, so yepp, felt much better after that. Then we went back up to join kenny and clarence. Had fun in their class :) Kenny's dinosaur he was sewing was really cute! And that stupid Marcus kept taking my phone to "play" with it. Was really angry with him cos of that >:
Then we did our work and stuff, and then we went off at about 5pm, after peeing and other random stuffs. Took 30! :D Hmm, and so yepp, journey home was rather usual, talking, smiling, laughing, sleeping (clarence).
Oh and you know what, the next time someone promises you something, make sure he/she means it. Or else you're just gnna waste some dumb tears for nothing.
So anyways, thank you to Marcus, Kenny, Clarence and Junhong, for cheering me up and bearing with me :)
