Friday, 30 September 2011

Our doubts are traitors and make us lose the good we may often win.

Today, I started wondering, when waiting for a person, is there ever gnna be a limit? And when you really can't take it anymore, what happens? Do you give up, or tell yourself there's still hope?
Today was perfect. Not too many lessons, and I really enjoyed those we had.The ACC teacher was very nice today, and I like teachers who are nice. PE was fun, though we didn't play dodgeball. Guess what we did! Hehehe, since it was raining, we couldn't use the field, and the ISH was full, Mr Fazly brought us to the student lounge!! Sat there in the air con and talked. He asked Hannah, Jiaying, Suthida, Lijin and I to stand up and come up with some performance to entertain them, but it kinda failed. So yeah, but I think it was quite funny lorh!
Anyway, recess was fine, but Trina got a bit too pissed at someone. Alrights, shan't elaborate. Some things aren't meant to be said. The rest of the day passed pretty well, and I was really happy by the end of the day ;)
I wish I was in a girls' school though. Wouldn't it be easier then? Guys. Such a headache. Sometimes, I wish my heart was made of some ice or something. Guy friends are the bomb. They're fun to hang out with, fun to talk to, no awkwardness, until you start liking one. Everything changes. But when a girl likes a guy, its really so sweet >: Like, isn't that feeling so nice? But if love was really something that brought happiness, then why are there still heartbreaks all over the world? 
Okay, so maybe I won't like anyone.
And so, I've come up with a plan! I will stop getting too close with guys. Not good to know guys. No no no. I shall stick to Marcus, Kenny, and Clarence. Cos they're more than just guys to me. I won't like anyone of them more than just a best friend. They treat me as a boy, I treat them as girls. Easy peasy. 
Then, things will turn back to normal! I shall be like Yeying! :D



I guess one of these things is liking someone. Another one would be doubts.
I think doubts block us from seeing and getting things meant to be ours.
And liking someone, its a secret, that not many people will actually say out.
But then again, staying single, nahh.
Not good.
I believe that when we're feeling down, we'll always need someone to stand by us.
But sometimes, the timing ain't right.
So, we should wait, for nature to take its course, and for fate to find us ♥
Omg lol, I feel like some professional here :)
Oh, and I guess, Trina has taught me many things.
One should always have a barrier.
Ohyessss. I fully agree.
:D