Wednesday, 19 October 2011

And my heart is frayed and my scars are open.


My brother said you were boliao, in other words, you had nothing better to do.
My mum looked at me with that kind of "Are you sure" look when I talked about you.
I agree.
Anyway, school was okay, but it wasn't that great.
It was really quite on the boring side.
After all, I was tired.
We had talks on "Growing up" and umm sex..?
Yeahh.
After school, we had cca, and I had loads of fun.
Oh, but before that, had lunch with marcus, kennedy, jinrui, and seniors, :D
Talked and laughed and aishh, lots of other stuffs!
See? That's why I love my cca, hehe.
Did our lit up plays, and spoke with my seniors.
Thennn, we went off to play captain's ball with the Yr4 seniors, but Jamie, Ziyi, Marcus and i didn't play.
Decided not to cos my tummy hurt, as usual, dang.
So yeah, helped the seniors look after their belongings, and talked!
Wheee, I love confiding in people.
Am I scary?
Lol, I've been asking people that and the responses I get are "YOU? SCARY?"
Yeps.
Actually, I don't think I'm scary too :O
But Tunafishhy said some of her friends were kinda scared of me, and I was like HUH REALLY? WHY? Yeah, I wnna know too ):
Ohwells, Jamie said something which made me feel super happy today, lalala.
kk, whatever. The 4 of us, more like 3 actually, talked for like super long and we discussed lots of things.
You know that empty feeling inside? Like..your stomach/somewhere around there feels so heavy and yet light.
Yeah, that was how I felt after ziyi told me that someone I thought was super nice was actually fake.
Ziyi was into his flirt mode today btw, shan't describe too much /:
Uhh.
But yeah, after talking to him, I felt so cheated /:
Like, wth, the people i thought were nice were so....//:
anyway, shan't get too affected.
Jamie felt the same feeling, I guess this is just how this society works, hmm?
Went home after that, talked somemore, but I was thinking a lot.
Like almost 3/4 of the time.
When we reached Bedok, there was this pasar malam (is this how you spell it?) going on, and jeesh, cos I was so hungry, I needed to buy something.
Bought food and shared with Marcus and Kennedy, :D
 i feel kinda happy now, heheh.
Kaybye!