I hope the chinese paper doesn't make me stone there for very long. I mean, I know I'll definitely sit there stoning for a while, but yeah, please please don't make me sit there for a long time >: Aishh. I don't know, I'm scared, but not exactly as scared as how I was last night. And the worst thing is, I read some model compos from some guidebooks and I felt so...inferior ):
My chinese is so lousy as compared to theirs. Sheeshh. Only one paper's over, and I'm already smiling at the thoughts of what I'll do after this whole horrible period is over ^^
I shall sleep and eat and behave like a pig! AHAHAHA.
Trina says I shouldn't end the convo, even though I want to. She says that if I continue talking to him, my results will improve, just like how they did before everything kinda stopped. But stiiiillll, that was in the past. And I hate going back to the past. Besides, everything's kinda different now. Anyway, I hope that same motivation comes back~
Whee, I can totally relate! My brother says bimbos use the word "totally" and so, I shall change. I shall refrain from using that word :D
I went downstairs just now, and I was like "Ahh lets see, where's my worksheet?". Then, the moment I lifted my hands, I forgot everything. I forgot what I went down for. So naturally, I went back up, sat down, then I suddenly remembered. And sooo, I had to go down again.
I think I'm quite amusing, really.
No? Okay, maybe not. Hehs /:
I think...I'm starting to hate more and more people.
Its just that i don't show it in their faces.
But I think they kinda know, because its starting to get pretty obvious.
Ohgosh...I should really stop /:
But then again, I just feel that they get on my nerves, and to be honest, I'm starting to dislike myself for feeling this way.
And the worst thing is that when I look back and start to think, I can find absolutely no reason as to why I hate them.
Haish. I feel so lousy and rubbish-y now.
^ This picture makes me happy ;D It makes me feel somewhat sweet inside, haha.
That's it, I'm going off now!
