Hmm, crying for 3 hours really exhausted me.
Do you know this feeling? When no more tears come out, and your eyes are so just pain and tired?
Its really funny how things happen in a domino effect.
Like one bad thing happens, and then more of such bad things follow next.
I dreamt of you last night.
And I woke up, feeling rather happy, until I realized that it wasn't happening in reality.
What do you call that feeling?
I spoke to Fiona last night, she said I was gnna regret it, and although it seemed like you didn't mean a lot, deep down inside, I knew for myself.
I didn't get what she meant. And..I brought this upon myself.
Oh, don't get the wrong idea, I cried not only because of you.
Heck, I don't even know why I'm doing this.
Anyway, my eyes are as swollen as a goldfish's and they hurt >:
I really wnna apologize, but you each time I think of that, I remember you saying that your world wouldn't die without me.
Yeah, maybe its true.
No, wait. It is true.
And I didn't block you alright, I just went offline on you, because I didn't want to see anything else you said. You don't know how depressed I was.
Although I must admit, I feel better now.
Probably cos I started talking to him again?
Haha I don't know, but he kinda made me forget about you, for that while.
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Okay, enough of this depression. Went out Marcus, Kennedy and Fiona again yesterday!
We went to NEX, and hohoho, it was fun!
Well at least there was something which managed to brighten up my day.
We bought friendship bands too, one for each of us, and one more for clarence!
Oh, it was clarence's birthday yesterday!! :DD
Anyway, as much as I hate this world, I'll never hate my family, and eds.
And probably, okay, fine, just maybe, I might be starting to dislike you more now.
Oh the you, doesn't refer to you.
It refers to someone else.
Hahaha, just saying!
Okay, shall end here and go do some updating on the other side.
Bye :)
