People always say that "The most difficult phase of life is not when no one understands you; it is when you do not understand yourself." But when no one understands you, that feeling just kills. You feel like shouting to everyone who you truly are inside, but deep inside you know that no one will be there.
It's been a really long day and I feel rather exhausted and horrible and mixed up.
I don't even feel like blogging.
I guess the worst feeling in the world is when you get your hopes too high up, and when they all just crash down, you don't know whether to cry or not.
But people always create this beautiful picture of life, hopes, dreams, and then you somehow just believe in it. I should stop hoping because it doesn't work.
Things just keep falling apart and sometimes, exhaustion is the best word to explain why you do things.