Tuesday, 27 December 2011

How do I get better once I've had the best? You said there's tons of fish in the water, so the waters I will test.


There are times when life sucks and you feel so -___________-
And then there are those times where you feel like living is the best thing ever and you're just so happy.
Oh wait.
And then again, there are those times when you feel confused and indecisive and for a moment you have no idea whether life is a vacuum which sucks, or a rock which...basically just rocks.
Okay honestly I have no idea how a rock can rock, but there's no other way to describe it!
Anyway, supposed to go for 6A bbq today, but not the whole class is gnna be there, and both yanhui and yuxuan don't wnna go D: And then there's the forever irritatingly indecisive me who's like,
                                                                                 GO? 
                                                                                 OR       
                                                                             DON'T GO?
I can be like, "Okay let's go!" 
Then, the next minute I'm like..."Are you sure this is a good idea?" ):
Great, so now you know what kinda person I am ): Lolol, no wonder my mum gets so annoyed with me at times, considering that even I'm annoyed with myself. Heh.
And Daniel Lee is making me even more confused. He's like "YOU MUST GO COS YOU'RE MY BESTIE AND I WANNA QUARREL WITH YOU! HEHEHHE" 
有没有搞错, you want someone to go somewhere just so you can quarrel with him/her?! Pshh.
Well what can you ever expect from daniao. 
So yeah, I've come to the conclusion not to go. Aiyah but I'll regret it, especially when I see all the photos on fb. HAHAHAHAAAA y'all must be thinking, "What kind of stupid dumb poop is this, wants to go and yet doesn't want to?"
Yeahyeah, I'm thinking this to myself too /:
Jeeesh, I sincerely suck.
So yeah airneeeeeeewaaayyysss, i looked at myself in the mirror this morning and I got a shock, hehe.
When did I become so fat hahaha
I mean I was always fat and stuff, but this time when I looked at myself in the mirror I actually said out loud, "Ohgosh." With a long long sigh. And then I started fiddling with the fats ><
But I can never go on a diet, lol! I really admire those who can actually resist food, cos when I see food I'll wnna try it, and if its really good, I'll just eat more. Hehehe so now you know.
ohyes, and then there's supper :] When i watch tv, I'll just have to have something to munch on /:
The only difference is that I'm staying up almost every single night during the holidays to watch tv with my family, and so I'll subconsciously eat ;B
Oh and to make things worse, I've not ran in ages. Watch me die on the track during PE when school reopens. Even if I don't die, I'll be the slowest pig lagging behind. ^~^
Lolol, everyone's gone on diets since the holidays started and I'm like "YAAAY EAT EAT EAT"
And who's the one who's gnna suffer? me me me. That's right, me!
*facepalm*

Ohkayyy, shall end here! Pinghao's here to play badminton! I hope the wind takes a break from blowing today >:) And btw, Tunafishhy should be a singer.