Wednesday, 4 January 2012

Exhausted, physically and mentally.


Shan't deny it anymore. I'm just so so so exhausted, and all I wnna do is sleep in my bed, and when I wake up, it's the holidays again. Mannnn, i'm speaking as if I've attended school for a hundred years straight without any holidays but that's the point. It's only been 2 days of orientation and what, I'm feeling so pathetic now /:
UGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.
I miss 2C and all the people there. I miss the holidays. I miss eds trainings.
Why can't CCA resume earlier omgggg. Practices are like, a form of escape for me, even if it's just for a while ////: I kinda just forget all the bad things for a while.
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I miss so many things.

Well at least my new class is nice. Today was basically spent at Castle beach, and we built sandcastles, LOL!
The weather was perfect in the morning, but it became terribly hot after that. It was so hot that the sand was practically "burning in heat, haha!
So yeps, building sandcastles is rather fun I guess. But still, not like I'll be able to build such a pretty one like how my class did together today. Also, I'm not that patient, sadly, hehe xD
And then there was a short period of time where most of the 2C girls gathered together to "have a meeting", which is just a nicer phrase to replace the word "play".
That's when that feeling hit me. I miss them so so much and how I wish trina, Nicotayy and Sharon were in my class. Oh, and felicia was going around poking people. Hehehe.
Had a short game of catching after that which kinda failed, cos there were too many sandcastles in the way.
Anyway, its quite obvious that the feeling hasn't disappeared yet right. Sighhhh.

So yupppssss, our sandcastle was really pretty ♥
And then there were the wavesssss. ^~^ I kept going back to feel the feeling of the water against my legs. Love love love that feeling x)
Anyway, met up with kenny, marcus, clarence, jamie and fiona when it ended, and we sat there for a long time before finally getting up to leave, sheeesh. The instructor gave us some tips on where to go, but in the end, we bussed to Bedok Town Central to eat. I was so tempted to go to my granny's home to play. Then again, Ruiting and Ruien prolly won't be around.
Okay, back to the point. After a long time of deciding, finally settled for Jap food @Bedok Point.
And I wnna say, lots of people like me today, awwwww :')
I'm serious!
I was the only one who had mayo along with the fries, and then there was this little girl "stalking me".
Cute or what! Okaaayyy, I'm being lame just so I'll hopefully feel better. Wheeeee, not working.
Haish.
Then bought stuffs and found $5 on the way. Jamie found it! Hahaha, so we split it up and bought ice-cream yayaayy.

Sigh.
What is wrong with me and you and me again omg. WHAT IS WRONGGGGGGGGGGG )':
The worse thing is becoming sad without being able to actually find out why.
It's not being sad for no reason. There is a reason, but I don't know what it is, gosh.
Btw, what's a photolog? It's not a video right? /:
trina says it isn't.
Anyway, I miss my brother, he's in a camp for 3D2N D:
Seriously, I wnna go to RI.
And........I really don't know about you anymore. Why do I hate and yet like you so much? You make things so hard, you know?