Saturday, 21 January 2012

I was thinking bout you, thinking bout me, thinking bout us.


                          
I guess my body clock has finally reached the stage where it learns to be mature and stick to a particular "To-do list", yay. I woke up at 10 this morning! It was just an automatic thing, hehehs. 
Had my tuna bread and a tiny tart for breakfast, and ever since then I'm like addicted to the tart, gosh. Shall show y'all the picture tomorrow, cos I'm lazy to get my phone and plug in the connecting thing. Hmmm, then I slacked away on tumblr for a while and decided to do my work! Oh and I finished the Bio cell analogy project thingy, so I'd say today was rather productive indeed. (:
There's always a reason as to why some people don't make it to your future, so I guess we should learn when to let go and move on. Too bad I only learnt it this year, but it's never late to learn something new! In fact, I suppose it's mainly because of the hard thinking and reflection I did last night + the findings of lots of papers I found today while clearing my room. Funny as it seems, I do the most thinking in my room/on the bed ^~^ 
So yeps, found lots of papers and notes and notebooks which I wrote my feelings on. Some of them, I didn't even remember taking place! But that's not the point. The point is, some made me smile, and some made me cringe for a while. My year 1 and part of year 2 life mainly revolved around that one person, but this year, it's not gnna happen anymore ;)
Ever so true. If you're lucky enough to find someone you love, who loves you back, it's a gift. 
Oh well, let's make 2012 be the year I mature and start thinking about what's right and what's wrong. I'm determined to make this year a year with as little regrets as possible ;D
If you don't mind, I shall share a little bit bout what I asked kenny the other day. I can't believe I still remember it, but hmmm, seems like my memory ain't so bad after all! 
"Wouldn't it be perfect if the people we loved, loved us back?
Wouldn't it be great if we did well in everything we put in effort in?"
Yeps, it went something like that. Then today I realized that if that was the case, where would the joy of living go to? It's like, life itself is one huge and long adventure. We don't live to die, we live to experience something so unique, magical and personal. There's no one out there who lives the life you lead.
From now onwards, I shall live the life I want to lead. (:
Ahhh, it feels great to just say all these out. Sucks to think so much and contain all the thoughts in the mind.
Andddd it must have been tiring to read that whole large chunk up there if you did, hehh. Anyway, CNY officially started today right? Or is it tomorrow? Everyone seems to be posting stuff bout it on Fb etcetc. What to do, I'm forever living under a rock when it comes to things like this, hahaha!
Okay whatever it is, happy CNY and may it be filled with truckloads of fun and laughter for you! I've still got my chinese work to do for tuition tomorrow, so yups, byebyeee :D