I swear one day I'll just scream my lungs out and say what I wnna say.
Ughh.
So anyway, time passes way too quickly. There are just so many things I regret not doing or saying and that feeling is so horrible. There are some people in life I failed to cherish and now it's too late.
.............
This is just too true. You know, sometimes I tend to think too much and...
WHY DO I DO SUCH STUPID THINGS I REGRET.
WHY DO I HAVE TO GET TO KNOW PEOPLE THAT EVENTUALLY HURT ME.
WHY DO I NOT DO THINGS I'VE ALWAYS WANTED TO DO?
AND WHY DO I FAIL TO REALIZE THAT THERE'S JUST SO LITTLE TIME TO MAKE THINGS RIGHT?!
Tumblr seriously makes me reflect, ughh.
Then again, reflecting is good, lol. New year, new beginnings. It's time to stop all this nonsense. I really just don't wnna regret anything this year /:
Went to NEX with clarence, kenny and marcus today for lunch and it seems like .. everyone's hitting rock bottom. That feeling's just horrible cos it makes you feel so lost for a while.
The worst thing is having to fake a smile everywhere and act as if you're so happy when deep down inside, it's a war. Your emotions are messed up and on the verge of exploding, and before you know it, your face is wet and sticky with tear stains.
Ohgosh lol, I'm actually feeling.....weird.......
Shit man, I wish that my life was just like how they portray it in fairytales. The good ones have happy endings, and at the end, everyone is happy and they live happily ever after.
The princesses always seem to meet their prince charming and somehow, they manage to get past every single obstacle that comes in their way. In reality, it isn't this way. Life kicks you around, makes a fool of you and takes you for a roller-coaster ride.
Prince charming...?
Right. Some people meet him, some people don't.
In fairytales and films, the girl always ends up with the man she loves, but in reality, things don't end up this way. The person you love may not love you back. He may play with your feelings, leave you hurt and betrayed in the end.
This world judges you based on your looks, weight, everything. In the fairytales and disney films I know, the characters always seem to be happy, carefree and beautiful. The princesses and characters in the shows/books I read as a child were always illustrated to be picture perfect.
They had hearts made of gold and likewise for their appearance, they were beautiful.
Plussss, they sing so well. Try singing in the streets and observe which person will actually join in and dance along. Then observe how many are actually giving you the "are you weird or what" look.
Life isn't perfect and I suppose it's up to you to make it right but sometimes you just get so so so sick of saying everything's okay and that nothing is wrong.
I just hope this is all part of heaven's plan to make way for the good things that's coming my way, sigh.
I just had to get this off my chest, sorrrrrrrrrryyyyyyy.
Anyhow, positive mindset shall be switched on now. I really hope the remaining days of 2012 will be good and...yeppp.
"Today, I will be happier than a bird with a french fry."
To me and all the other people who are having a bad day, life is never fair but stay strong, cos it never rains for long (:
Haha, I'm actually listening to Yiruma's music. Never fails to cheer me up. Living really is a gift but it's just those unfair times which makes it so hard. Oh well. After a hurricane comes a rainbow, and this too shall pass, hehehs.
