Tumblr and going home with a bunch of amazing people really really brighten my days! But my eyes hurt now, sheesh )': Anyway, a fellow blogger on tumblr dropped me a really sweet message & reading it made me smile real huuugee. Hehe. School and lessons are getting better nowadays! Yifeng and Loraine make school hours bearable, and super duper funny. I laugh a lot in lessons, and Mrs Phua was like "I can hear y'all laughing" hahaahaa! So yup, starting to look forward to school more and more!
Oh and newsflash! I didn't fall asleep in class on Thursday despite the fact that it's an "end late" day with 90 minutes of chinese. Aren't you proud of me??? Cos I sure am ;) *wiggles eyebrows*
Went for EDS but practice time passed very slowly for me today, gah. Wasn't in the best of moods and...... Ok tmi! Ahahaha aiyah I don't wnna talk about it already, finished ranting to Marcus, Kenny, Junwei, Ziyi & Clarence! Where else can I find such people who I can actually tell anything and everything to w/o having to hide anything? Ohyes, Marcus came back to school yay! Felt like ages since I last saw him even though only 2 days had passed, lol!
Went to Macs @ whitesands with clarence, junwei and kenny! <3 talked, discussed, and all the other things ^^
After that, we parted ways cos JW needed to go for tuition, kenny walked home, clarence&I bussed home. On the bus clarence was like, "Omg chiyin, I hope your mum isn't waiting at the bus stop" And even when we alighted, he looked around first LOLOL!
I'm the type of person who cares more about relationships with people rather than results, and I guess that can be either good or bad.. Junwei feels that we should work towards obtaining better results and doing better, but I feel otherwise. I mean, it's okay if you don't do well since you can always work harder and improve, but relationships, friendships, trust, all these can't be obtained that easily after you've lost it. Besides, what's the point of doing well when the bond isn't even there??! I don't see the point.
HAHA omg that period of time when chiyin actually feels smart.
So yup, we came to the conclusion that a balanced amount would be best! You know what they always say, balanced lifestyle, balanced eating, balanced everything.
I shall fight for what is best next year, not gnna let them change us. Hmph! *determined*
Okay nuff said bout that. I think I'm really confused about my feelings at times too, haha. It's like......hmmm...... I like and yet don't like you! Like, I wnna see you and yet it's not as strong as it was in the past, I wnna talk to you and yet I wnna avoid you. Plus, there's still that teeny weensy flutter each time you turn and look, but it disappears real fast and it obviously ain't as strong as how I felt previously. Ohgosh, i really am a mess myself.
Okay whatever.
I shall end here for now! Prolly going to granny's house tomorrow, but I'm feeling too lazy to get out of the house. Ohwell, shall prevent this post from becoming too long and windy. Anyway, I'm a happy girl now! Thanks to well, kenny marcus clarence gjw ziyi. Especially Kennedy and Clarence! Y'all were really sweet today, :D
Take a moment to watch this, really got me thinking :B
