Thursday, 8 March 2012

It's not the way you plan it, it's how you make it happen.

Let's see....
1) Watch TV ✔
2) Revamp blogskin ✔
3) Spend time on tumblr ✔
CheckCheckCheck! YAAAAYYY (: 
So that's how I've been spending the night of my last day of school. Hehehehee, so unproductive but productive!
Anyways, today was such a ...... poop lesson day. Omg I think I'm getting too hyped up or something, but yeah. It wasn't really good until after school when I met up with Kenny, Marcus and Clarence. Spent some time with Clarence till he had to leave, and then the rest of us went for a meal at KFC! It seems like we'll never be able to be decisive peeps cos we're born this way! LOL yeah I've confirmed the fact that I'm not talking sense.
Walked to 30 bus stop to bus to Old Airport Road, but decided to go to NEX instead, but hopped onto 158 and alighted one stop after. Now you see the problem?! Yes, I'm glad you do.
Then after a whole load of standing on the spot and thinking, we walked to KFC (:
I had loads of fun with them, my troubles always manage to disappear whenever we're together. Laughed so so much till my jaws and stomach hurt, and my eyes were actually tearing, lol! Sheeesh :') But then again, I guess they were trying to cheer me up in a way, especially kenny, cos I was really feeling down before that. After the long meal + lots of laughing + doing stupid things, we trained home! Shan't elaborate any further cos it'll just be the normal talking and laughing. 

Now for the main part of this post! To sum things up, term 1 of 2012 has been a really fast paced one, filled with lots of different emotions. It was an experience to get to know new people, settle down in a new environment, let go of certain things, and at the same time cope with lots of other issues. As for studies, I'll be honest and say, my results ain't all that good. In fact, I wouldn't even talk about them. But, I know I've done my best and studied and revised for all of them. I suppose I've sorta matured this year..? Hehe, I don't know! :X
Hmm... it was pretty hard for me at times too, like.. there were times when I looked in the mirror and just felt like crying, there were times when I felt so confused and regretful, it practically killed me inside. And of course, there was the constant comparison I made about both 2C and 3E. I spoke to Sharon a few weeks ago about this matter, and we both agreed that I had to let go of this mindset in order to really appreciate Year 3 life ;)
So yup! It's been a rather scary term, but I would say I'm much more aware of what I've got to do from now onwards ^^
Okieee, I'm gnna go off & watch more tv with my parents downstairs! Byebye :D