I love the moments I have to myself, be it just staring into space, looking out of the window of my room, tucked in bed with just the night light switched on, or long walks home. I don't know why, but all these moments are times I really need to just reflect and think. It's pretty sad that I hardly get the time to do so anymore, since my life's been more or less revolving around the same things: Study, eat, sleep, school, bathe. Such a boring and sad life ):
So today, I decided to stop at Simei and take the bus home despite knowing I had to walk a longer distance home. I couldn't help it, it was already dark and so the weather was just perfect. It gave me enough time to think through stuffs and all that teeny weensy bits of my life. Hehe. Anyway, NAPFA's overrrr! YAYAYAYYAYAY THERE'S HOPE FOR MANKIND ONCE AGAIN ;D 2.4 was okay, in fact it was quite refreshing, hahaha. Jeeesh, never in my life would I have said it was "refreshing" exactly 1 year ago. But today, I just kept looking up into the sky and noticing the clouds. I managed to spot a viking ship and an image of a man, hehehehs. So yup, 6 rounds was completed with a mixture of me closing my eyes every now and then, looking up at the sky or simply staring at the person in front of me LOL
I think one of the worst feelings in the world is having your hopes raised up before someone sends them all crashing down. Somehow all the good times seemed like they never happened. In fact, all the dreams you once had now turn into nightmares instead. People are quite scary, feelings are too /:
I don't really get why people do things at times. Anyhow, I went home with Kennedy and Marcus today! Walked all the way to the circle line *Achievement unlocked!*
Hehe, it's been quite some time since we actually managed to persuade one another to get our lazy feet to work. Ohyes, and there was the survey thingy that took up 2 hours of my life ): It was a total waste of time ok! Jess and I were like, "Okay forget it, lets just move on" for 90% of the qns -> The do not care less attitude.
" You may get off track, lose focus and end up in a place you don't want to be in. Have faith, take a step back and evaluate your life, reconnect with the world, and the people who matter most. Find yourself again. Look out to the horizon, your dreams may be far off, but they're there, waiting for you to move toward them." ;)
Okays, time to go sleep! My eye bags/dark rings are getting even worse every night >:/ Goodnight!
Stay strong and be happy ✇ X
