Done with my revision today! Hehs. Anyway, was really upset today but I must say I've cheered up a lot. All thanks to Jamie, Marcus, Kenny, Clarence & my brother! Oh and all the seniors too :")
Shan't elaborate much, but seriously, you made me wnna punch you in the face okay, that was the extreme. Oh and not to mention pushing you down into the pond. I don't get how you manage to lie so well, honestly. We treated you as our good friend, and I always tried speaking up for you but you had to ruin it all. It was a sincere friendship for all of us, but you said we were fake. Hellooooo, do we look like we have the time to pretend we're friends with you??! If we didn't like you, would we call you up to go for an outing together?! Be that way then, go report every single thing I say or do to her, since the 2 of you are 1. Both of you are so fake, 2 faced people. You don't seem like you have a brain, either that or you're not using it cos everything she says seems to make sense to you. To think you're supposed to be a guy. And that mouth of yours, do you EVER think about how your words can affect others?? What's with you bringing up matters after matters and dragging more and more people into this whole "talk"? We've already let go of it, why are you so freaking petty and attention seeking?
And you still had the cheek to come ask me if I could move on and pretend nothing happened. WASN'T THAT WHAT WE ALL TOLD YOU TO DO? We all let go of it and you wanted to drag the seniors in, everyone in, to trash things out and clear the matter. Wapiang, seriously ughhhh. If you wanted to know, I was mentally slapping you, that was how frustrated I was. There is no way I'll forgive you this time okay. Trust me on that.
The world doesn't revolve around you and sometimes you've gta reflect on yourself. Each time something bad happens, have you ever thought that maybe, just once, it may be your fault instead of others? Stop blaming people around you, you're making more people dislike you. You know what, don't you dare come talk to me anymore, it's best that you leave anyway. Yesyes, that's the best since you've caused so many problems.
Or maybe what you need is some serious masking tape on your mouth.
I don't know if it's cos of you that made me pissed with some other people too but ohwell. Or maybe it's because of what I keep hearing but anyway yes.
Seriously right, sometimes I look around me and wonder to myself why didn't I ever listen to the warnings against such people. And when I finally see their true colours, I feel like some epic loser cheated of my feelings, lol. This society is filled with fake people, it's getting scary. I should've just listened to them when they told me not to mix with you. For the first time today, I said I hated you, congrats. It's scary how you lie with your eyes opened huge and manage to stare right into the other person's eye. It's scary how I can't trust you anymore, and how I'm afraid whatever I told you has gone into her ears.
Nuff said, remembering all these make me upset and annoyed again. I shall go back into my room and sleep, forget all these rubbish and wake up to a better tomorrow. NAPFA tomorrow, so screwed but I'll try my best :>
Byeee!
