"And so this is it, the end of the end. We've played our games and I've continued to lose. You were walking away, never looking back. It seemed like I was watching you for days as the outline of your body faded away into the background. You were hiding in the places you knew I'd never touch because you know you'd be safe there. You know I'd never be able to find you again and that was okay with you. Everything we had, they have been carried around inside of my chest, and they've been trying to escape, to break free and run but I won't let them. I can't let them. I want to tell you so many things, but I can't. You won't talk to me anymore. I still like you and I don't ever want to stop. My only wish is that it gets easier as time goes on and that maybe one day, things will just get better."
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I feel drained of any possible energy I have left, bah. There's still the history homework to do by tonight and......basically yeah. Ohwell, 'cept that tomorrow will be a better day cos school ends early and I'm going to NEX with Marcus+Kenny to have lunch! It's been a such a long time since we actually had the time to travel all the way there and have BroasterChicken. PC lesson was really really good today and for once, I felt that it wasn't just a waste of time :') Learnt to appreciate the things I have!
Ohoh, it rained super heavily this morning and it was pretty hard getting to school.
EDS was great, although the seniors got a little mad at us /: Its understandable though, considering what little time we actually have from EDS night. Anddd, there's gnna be CCA after the Sport's Meet on Wednesday! Gnna fight for my watermelon action, idc! I personally think its funny can! :D
Ohoh, it rained super heavily this morning and it was pretty hard getting to school.
EDS was great, although the seniors got a little mad at us /: Its understandable though, considering what little time we actually have from EDS night. Anddd, there's gnna be CCA after the Sport's Meet on Wednesday! Gnna fight for my watermelon action, idc! I personally think its funny can! :D
I think my exhaustion's working up again, got into a pretty crappy mood when I got home, sighhhhhhzzzzzzzzzzzz. Left my ipod in school again, dang. I shall take a slow walk home one day, really needa sort out some of my thoughts. My brain's getting cluttered with loads of things and it's prolly gnna explode anytime soon.
I hope Stella finds her phone asap! And for everything to fall into place, just like how they should be.
And you! You're making me so confused with all the things you're doing. It's kinda torturous yknow, being unable to read your mind and figure out what you're thinking of. Maybe I'm being too overly sensitive, ohwellssss
Alright then, time to bathe, bye for now! :) xx
