I promise there hasn't been a day that I stopped wanting you, and you haven't got out of my head at all since I first met you.

How do you not hurt yet subconsciously hurt someone? All the memories, you feel like you're slowly losing them one by one. You find it hard to grasp on to them, yet you feel the strong desire to turn back the hands of time, and relive them all. Somehow you can't find the exact words to say, and you're just running as far as you can get, away from all these shit.

Sorry for being so emotional these days ): I hate it when I'm like this too. Honestly, I just want to insert a thousand sad smileys here. Is there a day where I can do anything and everything I like without having to care about the emotions of others???!!

Anyway, I'm staying up tonight. Like really staying up. I'm sure I'll get a huge scolding when I sneak into the room later, but HBL sucks and I have no inspiration for my chinese story I'm supposed to be writing. I was supposed to start half an hour earlier but here I am typing whatever that's coming into my mind. Oh look it's midnight, the start of a new day.

Le sigh, it's time I got myself out of this "emotional phase". Well at least there's the 9pm show to look forward to every night :) And today wasn't so bad after all. I managed to spend time with my mum at home, and talk to trina over the phone/voice chat. :) Yep, it was pretty good. And then there's Tumblr, with all the lovely people. Oh and I finally know what I'm going to do during the June hols!

1. Get Alicia to stay over

2. Get dip dyed shorts (Omg why do such pretty shorts exist)

3. Pierce my ears for the 3rd time and not let it close again

4. Enjoy myself in Japan

5. Trim my hair

6. Meet up with my cousins 

7. Forget everyone and everything related to school (temporary)

8. Think of a new URL

:) Ok so maybe #7 is a little too much. But I really wnna let go of school and like, not think about it. 

OH and during the June holidays, I mustmustmust bake something. I'm determined ok! HAHA

And here's something to show off about!

Chiyin learnt how to do the running man haehaehae. 

*Chuckles*

No kidding! I was so determined to learn how to, that I actually watched youtube videos and tutorials. But they were too fast for me, so I got my 2 brothers to teach me. And now, I can proudly say that I've succeeded! Although it isn't exactly perfect and all, it's pretty decent :')

And yes, "decent" is enough for me.

Okay then, I guess that's all? I'll be back tomorrow, heheheh. Byebye!

(LOL I feel extraordinarily happy now #justsaying)

(And I'm not bipolar, I spent 1 hour on this post while multi-tasking on tumblr, youtube and other blogs :^)