nirvana

I was (and still am) contemplating between Chiangmai and Japan. Will be travelling to Rome on the 15th and I am looking forward to it with fervour, but the thought of travelling to 2 other countries this holiday makes me quite sick in the stomach. A year ago I would have been whopping with joy, but being the 17 year old me, I am afraid that the 18 year old me would regret the decision I will be making. Temporary happiness or circumspection, which should I settle for?