nirvana

sigh sometimes I frustrate myself so much because I make plans and one night before I ALWAYS ALWAYS ALWAYS feel like cancelling them because the thought of staying home is so much more appealing...................................ugh. But honestly, I don't want to dress up to go shopping or weave my way through the orchard road crowds. I just want to wake up at 730, brush my teeth, have my breakfast and laze around. 

Confession: I have lied my way out of many outings this year..... haha

Anyway, today I burst out laughing after telling my mum, dad and aunt about how Jinhao and I stared at each other and said "it's kuku!" at the same time when we saw one of the characters of the drama we were watching, and my dad said it made him very very happy when he saw me happy and being myself. He said he hasn't heard my laughter in a while, until 2 days ago when OP was over and I started catching up with my running man episodes, and he said I looked even prettier than I was when I laughed (I guess that's what dads do - they tell you you're pretty because you're their daughter haha). At that moment when I heard him say whatever he said, I felt compelled to laugh and smile even more just so he'd feel happy too.

1) I currently have 5 pimples on my face and 2 dark circles that stand out really prominently. 

2) I have to do my I&R that's due on Monday and I'll be out tomorrow (sigh) in town (sigh again) so my whole Sunday's gone

3) I've been eating a lot....... a lot....... a lot......... and it's coming back

4) this is the 4th or 5th month my period isn't here and it's starting to get worrying??!??!?!?