can i just say that i really really really like shu because she's so nice and real and she makes gp and lit lessons so much easier for me idk. haha today hidayah mentioned sth about changing seating arrangement and I was like no!!!!! cos I like sitting beside her and i think its good that she put me in front bc if not i wouldnt speak up or clarify any doubts zz
also I'm feeling it!!!!!! but today i wasted what was supposed to be a productive day and i spent the last few days worrying over t3a bc i have nothing to write about. it doesnt really matter but it just struck me this year that if i could qualify for a local scholarship (not intending to go overseas) it would help to lessen my dad's workload and i think it's the least i could do for him but it's too late now so the only thing i can do now is to push myself to the best of my abilities
march cts were...... i dont know. I improved for ell and lit and math too but still not enough an improvement. bio was shit. i need to get my shit together for it if i want an A oso i'm relearning the whole entire syllabus by myself. if steffi could do it for her o's i can do it too
ok short update no idea why i decided to come on and type this post but its not meant for anyone anyway so it's not supposed to sound coherent. whatever. gonna type out my essay now bye
