Thursday, 17 November 2011

Trying once is easy, discipline is hard, but nothing can defeat me if the change is in my heart.



I think, I'm really truly dying of boredom.
Btw, I like Plankton's smile in that picture. Its like "HEEEYYYY" :D
Anyway, before I continue, I just wnna ask, is there any way to rinse your mouth in a beautiful way such that it doesn't produce any disgusting sounds? I mean, who the hell actually rinses their mouths glamly and beautifully?
MARCUS ANG, I BET YOU DON'T TOO -.-
Okay, so anyway, yeah, I didn't go out with any friend this whole week, and in fact managed to clean my room, watch 2 barbie shows, 1 disney show, and stalk justin bieber.
And the most important thing?
I ACTUALLY REALLY REALLY FOUND THE MOTIVATION TO DO MY HOMEWORK *_*
For now, lets just hope this motivation lasts, heh.

I have another great achievement to share, *wriggles eyebrows but fails miserably*. I woke up at 8:50am this morning! I know right, i feel so proud too! The best thing is, i did it without the help of my brothers/parents/alarm clock ^^
But....
I fell asleep again cos I told myself it was too early and that I could afford to wake up 5 minutes later.
I was super confident that I'd wake up, but, i didn't /:
I slept all the way till 11:01am. Trust me on the timings, i checked the clock.
However, this itself is also another achievement considering that I've been waking up at almost 12pm every other day.
Then, realizing that I was running super late for drama lesson, I immediately called yanhui and dashed to the toilet. Fine, i woke up early only cos there was drama lesson in the morning and I had to meet yanhui. You see, I've never ever ever ever ever liked attending classes in the morning because I'm always facing difficulty waking up /:

Yanhui, on the other hand is the opposite and she prefers going for classes in the morning so she wouldn't have to be alone at home.
I was lucky i shot her the death glare on Saturday when she told miss esvari she wanted lesson to start at 10 on Thursday, aka today.
Ohwells, anyway i'm always late for our meetings, but i do make an effort!
Its just that I CAN'T WAKE UP.
-.-
I did have a pretty good thursday though, watching shows with my mother and my littlest brother.
Jinhao had his graduation today, and so his hair was purple and blue again.
He went to naicheng's house after that and so i didn't really get to see him until super late, before he disappeared to our neighbour's house /
OHYA SPEAKING OF NAICHENG, HE CAME OVER YESTERDAY AND HE'S SO IRRITATING OKAY.
He's my brother's best friend since P1 and thats how I know him.
He so tall now, plus, his voice has gone all deep :O
He's gnna be a year one in dhs next year, hehs. Oh, he's gnna be in table tennis! Apparently he receives special training from our dhs coach so yeah, he's good.


I realized that i kept thinking about next year's classes etc, and you wouldn't believe how i went to sleep 2 nights ago with a huuuggeeee smile on my face.
I was grinning myself to sleep because all my worries ended that night when my memory suddenly came to life :D
I was just lying on my bed thinking about the usual stuffs, and that's when i suddenly remembered some year one stuffs.
And then I kinda forced myself to remember the remaining parts and when i did, i practically squealed and laughed on my bed :D
When I confirmed it with marcus, i was even happier than that and trust me, I'm amazed at myself.
I MEAN ITS JUST SO MAGICAL AND AMAZING TO SUDDENLY REMEMBER THINGS THAT HAPPENED 2 YEARS AGO, ESPECIALLY WHEN YOU'VE BEEN WORRYING OVER THEM FOR SO LONG :D
Muahahahahaha.
Seems like I'm gnna sleep real well for all the remaining nights, >:D