(taken and edited by cihui who wanted me to post this hehe)
4 very special people :)
someone once told me to always
live for the little things
in life,
live for the 5am sunrises and 5pm sunsets
where you'll see colours in the sky that don't usually belong.
live for road trips and bike rides
with music in your ears
and the wind in your hair.
live for days when you're surrounded
by your favourite people who make you realize
that the world is not a
cold, harsh place.
live for the little things because
they will make you realize that
this is what life is about,
this is what it means to be
alive
(a.y)
the past week was draining, but i'm glad i managed to spend time with my books in the afternoon :) supposed to wake up at 5:30am but genius me woke up at 6:30. Mad rush to bathe and head to the bus stop where i happily hopped onto the bus only to realize it was the wrong one..... /slaps myself/
this just proves how i'm not a morning person ): got off at some random bus stop and managed to get onto another bus which brought me to the interchange (thank goodness). However, what originally could've been a 15 minutes bus ride turned into a 40 minutes journey to the interchange )':
reached school late but practiced and rehearsed for a few hours before dismissing the juniors and then did our stuff before slacking in the bb :) all of us just lay on the floor doing our own things and i remember wishing that time could stop there and then.
basically clarence was sitting at the corner fiddling with the sewing machine, kennedy and yz and ziyi and i were lying on the floor/ sofa, and jamie and marcus were lying on the floor having their mini concert :p
left the bb only when our tummies were growling away and had lunch at macs :) felt really exhausted when i got home and my brother's friends came over so i went to read in my room and ended up falling asleep on the floor. Woke up after feeling sore but continued reading till dinner :)
interclass 17/5/2013
interclass on thursday and friday was great!! i think everyone played well and it was really nice to see everyone playing with determination and more importantly, passion. I think those who played put in their best effort, and those who won definitely deserved to win :) congrats to 4L girls and 4C guys!!
ever since the CTs ended................ i've been feeling insanely happy at one point of time and bam before i know it i'm upset again
results are horrible, and although i do feel thankful for the fact that i didn't do worse, i can't help but feel really scared..... like everyone around me kinda knows where they want to be and what they want to do in the near future, and then there's me living in the moment not having a clue about anything that's going to happen in the next year and the next and the next. this is bad and i don't like it
sigh
i just want to be happy and worry-free and carefree for as long as i live but it's hard because poor grades = no university = no good job = no $$$$$$ = nothing
):
i want to cuddle in bed all day reading my books, watching my barbie and disney shows and eating tons of cake
but noooooooooooooooo that day will never come unless i miraculously wake up as a princess
as for now, it's time to buck up and work harder because it's true that "the world is not a wish-granting factory"
