nirvana

I am feeling terribly unhappy tonight and these days I've found myself torn between "I hate everything" and "stop feeling this way because other people have it worse"

and also, I managed to come on the other day and realized that the pictures from the cny post are missing because of some issues blogger has and despite how much I want to spend an hour to fix it and upload the pictures again I have no time to spare and even if I do I'm wasting it on ipod games & random shit I have no clue why I even involve myself in